I am hearing from many Light Workers that they are suddenly plunged into darkness, depression, or hopelessness. They feel “stuck”, or suicidal. They are aware that we are on the precipice of a great ascension, so why do they feel so lost right now? It is so easy from this place to beat yourself up for allowing your vibration to sink so low, or go back to sleep all together.
It is important for you to know that there are those who oppose ascension. Our galactic friends and allies have eradicated many of these beings who oppose us, but there is still plenty of opposition that we the incarnates must face and deal with ourselves. And in doing so, we are able to take away their power, and learn and grow ourselves.
For many Light Workers and those reading this, we have already exited 3D and are now in the 4D corridor. You may still be very aware of all the drama that is in the 3D world, but it is like seeing it through a glass window. It is for this reason that many do not realize they have already begun to ascend. Don’t open that window and try to reengage with the 3D world just because you can see it. The higher you rise up the 4D corridor to 5D, the less you will perceive of that 3D world.
So yes! You have already begun to ascend! Did you think it would be all bliss and love and that we would be leaving duality behind? Did you ever consider that many of the beings we do not see or perceive are higher dimensional beings, and not all of them are love and light? There are many dimensional levels between here and Source, and so while getting to 5D is a great accomplishment, it is still a low dimension in the grand scheme of things, and there are many more to go before we reach a state of Source purity. And we cannot grow and expand into those higher dimensions without others creating duality and opposition for us.
But the struggle is real now. Yes, you are being attacked. There are those who do not want us to ascend, or do not think we are worthy or ready. And to prove that point, they are attacking us full force, in hopes that we will go back to sleep, or sink back down into third density. And the opposition has had an easy time of it- like shooting fish in a barrel. We must realize that we are being energetically manipulated and attacked.
It seems to be a three pronged approach in their attacks. It is important for you to see this, and know how to face it. You must be aware when emotions or thoughts that come up seem more destructive in nature, and know if this is authentic or manipulation. Authentic Destruction is when we real-eyes that something no longer serves us and it is time to let go. Manipulative Destruction makes you want to throw away all you’ve worked so hard towards in your growth, ascension, and mission. If you are uncertain which you are dealing with, check in with your higher self or I AM at Source. But below are a few red flags to help you identify the tactics and programs being used.
Feeling Stuck – This particular program is quite destructive. We are focused on ascension and suddenly feel stuck, as if we cannot move forward or raise our vibration any higher. This triggers fear frequency, which lowers our vibration even more. We feel unworthy or uncertain of our ascension. But this “Stuck” program can manipulate us in other ways as well. We can feel stuck in our relationships, and then set about destroying something that was not meant to be destroyed. We can feel stuck in our work or home situation, causing us to panic and force things into being, or tear things apart. We can feel stuck in our physical body, not seeing a release or healing of a sickness or disease. This “Stuck” program triggers fear, anxiety, and panic, throwing us into a tailspin. As I said above, Authentic Destruction is good and necessary. But you must be able to tell the difference between that which is authentic, and that which is a manipulation. Once you have determined that what you are feeling is a manipulation, you can release the programming and set yourself free to continue along your authentic path of growth and expansion.
Suicide Program - As you raise your vibration and ascend, those who resonate with you are able to rise as well through entrainment. But if you are not there, who will your friends and family entrain with to go higher? Yes, Light Worker, you are the pathfinder and leader for others. They are able to follow in your wake. But if you are not there to light the way, will those your soul has been working with be able to find their way on their own? Take out one Light Worker, you possibly stop ascension for a few other souls as well.
So many Light Workers have been reaching out to me because they feel a sudden onslaught of suicidal thoughts. Thoughts are programs that play over and over in your mind, and if you have ever had suicidal thoughts, you know that the thoughts seem to play on a never ending loop, like a program. If these thoughts seem to have popped up out of nowhere one day, consider that they are implanted programs. You are sovereign, a power house! Stand in your power and take command of the programs running through your physical, subtle, and energetic bodies. Recognize the manipulation and command that any such programs be canceled and deleted immediately and permanently.
And as a side note, for those who think that if they commit suicide they will ascend in the death transition, this is a fallacy. You will have to start your ascension process all over again. I don’t know about you, but I did not come this far just to start back at zero.
Depression – Depression comes in many forms and can affect each of us differently. But this too, is a program. One thought or idea circles around and around, in a never ending loop, to keep us in a state of depression. But how can a person with such a high vibration be depressed? Consider that you are not really depressed. As the ascension waves wash over us, lifetimes of traumas are being released from our cellular memory. We may find ourselves in bed sobbing uncontrollably. And in this moment of deep pain release, we are poked and prodded into thinking we are depressed as we try to identify with each emotion that comes to the surface for release. We simply cannot understand the root cause of each tear we shed because the pain we are releasing may not be from this lifetime. We do not need to associate with it or identify with it. We only need to release it. So, rather than saying “I AM depressed”, say “I AM releasing”. For you are that which you say you are.
As soon as you recognize that what you are experiencing is a manipulation or implanted program, most of it’s power is limited. But you must then stand in your power and claim complete control of your mind, body, and soul. You must command that these programs be deleted immediately and permanently. You must sever and cut any illegal or unauthorized connections to any being or entity that has not been sanctioned by you at Source.
There are those who will tell you to dim your light so that these opposing forces will not see you as a threat and attack you. Bull shit! I refuse to dim my light for any reason whatsoever. I will, however, properly shield myself from attack, and bind from me any being that would oppose me at Source. You see, you have complete power, but only if you choose to stand in that power and wield it. If you will not take full control of your physical, subtle, and energetic bodies, then you leave yourself open. This is why it is so important to cut, clear, and shield yourself at least morning at night. But depending on where your day takes you, you may need to cut, clear, and shield yourself multiple times a day.
My fellow Light Workers, we have come so far. Mastery and Sovereignty are needed in order to make this final jump. Do not go back to sleep now! Perhaps if we called ourselves LIGHT WARRIORS instead, we would inner-stand that we must fight for our liberation. We must be the heart centered warrior.
I hold so much love for each of you in my heart, and thank you for all that you have done.
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